Hanging

What do you do when you try and try and get nothing when it comes to friendship? I hate seeing a close bond disappear for no reason, but I can't force it. I have tried numerous attempts to keep the closeness, but get the cold shoulder. I have no reason to back up the behavior and want to keep our amazing relationship intact.

I cherish my friends, because I don't have many that I claim. It's very important for me to keep them in my life and feel the need to reach out and speak up, but fear the response. What if it's nothing and then I just created this all in my head? I want to grow old and experience many more of life's wonderful moments with this person, but fear the worst.