Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Life Goes On

I can't believe it's already going to be June. This year has flown by drastically. Last year around this time I was planning our wedding and now we are in the process of looking for our first home. We've made the decision to move forward and get an apartment. House hunting is tough and want to make sure we get the house we've been looking for and not settling. It's a huge decision and I feel like it's okay to be picky about this decision.

My health is doing better in comparison to last year. I have only had one panic attack and have managed to control my anxiety and live better. Every now and then I go through depressive feelings in trying to manage my emotions to not set off the attacks, but I am learning every day. It's a constant struggle, but one that I choose not to give up.

Married life is awesome. Couples warn you of the changes and challenges of being married, but you never know until you say "I do". It is different than dating, but in a good way. It forces you to realize what is important as your bond grows stronger. It's a wonderful feeling knowing that your husband will support and be there for you every step of the way, forever. Couldn't ask for anything more.